dear you

I always felt like youve known me,
我一直覺得你很懂我
I thought of you when I got lonely,
當我孤單的時候會想起你
Now theres nothing else I can do,
但現在我卻那麼的無力
This is me reaching out to you
你聽見了嗎是我在對你說話

親愛的你，我希望你不要介意我寫點東西
Dear you, I hope you dont mind me writing,
因為距我們上次交談已經過了好久了
cause its been some time since we last spoke,
我希望你的生活不止過得去
I hope youre doing more than fine,
該死的，我一直對未來都毫無頭緒
damn all that time I dont know where it goes,
朋友我肯定未來都會有點變化
Man I bet theres been some change
在我的記憶中你各方面都很好
and in my brain youve been doing so well,
我知道這很重要
I know Its important,
我知道我一直沒打電話，但是你可以告訴我所有你想說的
I know I havent called but, tell me all there is to tell
我一直覺得你很理解我

當我孤單時我會想起你
I always felt like youve known me,
但現在我是那麼無能為力
I thought of you when I got lonely ,
你聽見了嗎，我在對你說話
Now theres nothing else I can do,
親愛的你，聽說你已經搬家了
This is me reaching out to you
你給我的的上一個地址也有些時候了
Dear you, it looks like you must have moved house,
沒猜錯的話你應該在西班牙或者是美國
the last address I got for you was time ago now,
在學校的時候我就知道你會是闖出去的那個人
Youre probably in Spain or the states no doubt,
我聽說你甩了christeen，但那差不多得是在什麼時候，2003年左右了吧
in school I always knew that it was you whod get out,
我猜你有一個超級性感的老婆，也可能是三個
I heard you dumped Christeen but that was probably what, 2003,
記得我們十六歲的時候你就是個花花公子
I bet youve got a super hot wife or three,
偶爾我也期待我們的生活能有所交集
you were always such a player when we were sixteen,
但我在網上找不到你的資料
I hope our paths cross sometime,
哪天給我打個電話吧啊，晚上也行
I cant seem to find your profile online,
因為這麼久了我太想再見你一面了
Drop me a call, any day or night is fine
我一直都覺得你很理解我
because Id love to see your face after such a long time
當我孤單時我會想起你

但現在的我是那麼無能為力
I always felt like youve known me,
你聽見了嗎，我在對你說話
I thought of you when I got lonely,
親愛的你，又是我啦，很顯然這次我給你寫了封信
Now theres nothing else I can do,
好奇怪啊，給你寫信會讓我好受很多
This is me reaching out to you
因為有些時候天真的很黑，天氣也很惡劣
Dear you, me again, obviously its a letter,
我覺得我可能會一直消沉下去了
its weird writing these to you makes me feel better,
昨晚我感覺我好像真的差點走了
Cause sometimes when its dark or its really bad weather,
這堆破事弄得我心裡好煩
I feel like I might just feel down forever,
我想就這麼消失，但是如果我真這麼幹的話
Last night I really felt that might have been it ,
起碼得有一個星期才會有人發現吧
like I just couldnt deal with any more ****,
我想回到過去，回到孩提時代
I wanted to disappear and if I think that I did,
當時我們還不知道什麼是痛苦
it would be at least a week before it went noticed,
不知道什麼是受傷
I wanna go back, back to when we were kids,
不知道什麼是冒險，但我們還是長大了，那就這樣吧
when we didnt know pain could feel like this,
我總是覺得你特別懂我
When we didnt know hurt
當我孤單的時候會想起你
and we didnt know risk but we all grew up and I guess thats it,
但現在的我是如此無能為力

你聽見了嗎是我在對你說話
I always felt like youve known me,
親愛的你，我們能這麼快就減掉體重真是好奇怪
I thought of you when I got lonely,
昨晚半夜我打了你的老電話號碼
Now theres nothing else I can do,
從99年開始這串數字我就熟記在心了
This is me reaching out to you
我打電話是因為你還沒有給我任何回信

我聯繫上了你的父母，他們吃了一驚
Dear you, its strange how quickly we can lose sight,
他們問我是否還住在公園車道旁邊
I called your old landline late last night,
你父親開始哭泣時我的心一沉感覺到了一絲不對勁
I remembered those numbers since 99,
那時你媽媽接了個電話到外面去了
anyway suppose I called because you hadnt replied,
朋友，他告訴我你曾經多麼努力地掙扎過
I got through to your parents, they were so surprised,
但是你失敗了
they asked me if I still lived down park drive ,
我手中的電話差點跌落而我的雙眼早已噙滿淚水
I got the worst feeling when I heard your dad cry,
她告訴我，你在七月份的時候自殺了
when your mum took the phone and went outside,
我一直覺得自己特別懂你
Man, she told me how hard you tried,
覺得你肯定不會覺得孤獨
that it didnt work out with your kids and wife,
但現在的我卻顯得如此無能為力
I nearly dropped the phone and had tears in my eyes,
你聽見了嗎，我在對你說話
when she said, you took your own life last July.

I always felt like Id known you,
I never thought you would be lonely,
Now theres nothing else I can do,
This is me reaching out to you.