You know what my mother is like
你知道我媽什麼樣
She's a complete and total control freak
她就是十足的控制狂
The hair has to be perfect
髮型必須完美
The As have to be straight
成績必須全A
You have to join the debate club
你必須加入辯論社
On that there's no debate
這件事沒有辯論的餘地
You'll have Bible camp each summer
每個夏天都必須參加聖經夏令營
To keep you pure and clean
以保持你的貞操
Endless rules apply when you' re Alyssa Greene
當你是Alyssa Greeene時候你必須遵循無數規則
Trophies have to be first place
獎杯必須是第一名
Ribbons have to be blue
綢帶必須是藍色的
There's always some competition
總是要參加各種比賽
Or hoops for jumping through
挑戰層層關卡
Your mom's made sacrifices
你媽媽做出了犧牲
So win homecoming queen
所以要贏得返校皇后
Cause it's do or die when you're Alyssa Greene
當你是Alyssa Greeene的時候只有生存或者毀滅
And you wish there was a world
所以你希望可以有那麼一個世界
Where you were simply free to live
你可以自由自在的
And when people criticised you
當人們批評你的時候
You had no more shits to give
你不用理會
And in this other lifetime
在這種新生活中
When you tell yourself be brave you won't cave
當你告訴自已勇敢一點時你不會妥協
That's the one thing I truly crave
這才是我一直嚮往的生活
But your feelings have to be phony
但是你不能流露真實情感
Your weight has to be tracked
必須記錄你的體重
If you don't like shaking pom poms
如果你不喜歡花球
You'd better learn to act
你必須學會如何假裝
Just have everything perfected
所有的一切必須完美
By the time you reach eighteen
在你18歲之前
Don't ask how or why
你不能問原因和方法
When you're Alyssa Greene
當你是Alyssa Greeene的時候
Improve all of your strong points
擴大你所有的優點
And hide things that you lack
隱藏你的缺點
Cause mom's convinced if you're perfect
因為媽媽堅信如果你很完美
Your father will might come back
爸爸可能會回來
You're not yourself
你不是你自己
You're not what she wants
也不是媽媽想要的
You're someone in-between
你只是介於兩者中間
Your whole life's a lie when you're Alyssa Greene
當你是Alyssa Greeene的時候你的一生都是個謊言
I believe you have feelings for me
我相信你也是對我有感覺的
But I can't do this anymore
但我不能再繼續下去了
It hurts to much
這樣好難受
Is this-?
你是
Are you breaking up with me?
你是要甩了我麼
I guess I am
應該是的
Yeah,Bye
再見了
You're not yourself
你不是你自己
You're not what she wants
你也不是媽媽想要的
You're someone in-between
你只是介於兩者中間
Alyssa Greene