The Art Of Forgiveness

I would build walls
我要築起壁壘
For miles around me
在我方圓百里
Around anything that hurt
任何受害周圍
Any sensitive category
任何敏感部分
Kept love at an arm's-length
讓愛保持一臂之長
It was natural to me
對我來說這很自然
You did not agree
而你卻很反對

你說這很危險
You said things like “unhealthy”
因而我承擔了
And I took on the task
改變自己的任務
Of changing my pattern
你所做的一切是
All you did was ask
瓦解這些壁壘
And the walls all came crashing
讓我一蹴而就
At a welcoming speed
我相信你從未傷害過我
I was convinced you'd never hurt me
而我也一直在你的心裡

但你一定要放手
And I used to cling to the back of your mind
於此刻
But I must have let go
當她給予淡漠的身體愉悅時
At the moment in time
我的心都在舞動
When she offered careless physical joy
如同廉價的橡皮玩具
Both bouncing my heart around
經歷過數不勝數的
Like a cheap rubber toy
時間
And after countless
哭泣後
Hours
是嘗試原諒你
Of crying
相信你
Trying to forgive you
還是有點骨氣而離開你
Believe you
令你悲傷
Grow a spine and leave you
我得到一個結論
Grieve you
沒有人能為你的停留做準備
I've come to this conclusion
如何敢再分享一張床
No one prepares you when choosing to stay
讓惡魔無法靠近
How to dare share a bed again
她讓一些事情變得彌足珍貴
Keep demons at bay
僅命中註定如此
She took something precious
不是為了她同意
That was just meant for me
而我也一直在你的心裡
Not for her eyes to see
但你一定要放手

此刻
And I used to cling to the back of your mind
當她給予淡漠的身體愉悅時
But you must have let go
我的心都在舞動
At the moment in time
如同廉價的橡皮玩具
When she offered careless physical joy
經歷過數不勝數的
Both bouncing my heart around
時間
Like a cheap rubber toy
哭泣後
And after countless
是嘗試原諒你
Hours
相信你
Of crying
還是有點骨氣而離開你
Trying to forgive you
令你悲傷
Believe you
經歷過數不勝數的
Grow a spine and leave you
時間
Grieve you
哭泣後
And after countless
是嘗試原諒你
Hours
相信你
Of crying
還是有點骨氣而離開你
Trying to forgive you
令你悲傷
Believe you
我得到了結論
Grow a spine and leave you
在你對我多年來付出的
Grieve you
愛，淚水和責任後
I've come to this conclusion,
我明白瞭如果事情換個角度

你也不會現在離開我
After all the years you invested in me
All the love, tears, and possibilities
I realize that if the tables were turned around
You wouldn't leave me now…