Am I Supposed To Apologize?

Maria Mena - Am I Supposed To Apologize

我寫了一首歌，一段旅程
I wrote a song, a journal
告訴世界
Gave it to the world
一個故事
Told the story
當我還只是一個女孩的時候
Of when I was just a girl
我希望通過承擔所有

在青春中受到的傷害
I sought understanding
來清醒的認識
Clarity in truth
什麼是真理
By baring all the wounds
你評判我的選擇
Inflicted on my youth
為了對抗我的過去

為了給痛苦發聲的機會
You criticized my choice
這樣的話所有的一切都會過去
To stand up to my past
但是我變得勇敢並對自己充滿驕傲
To give the pain a voice
所以我讓一切
So that it too could pass
無法釋懷和使我成長的痛苦都隨風而去

但是我還是要花費一生的時間
But I felt brave
試著理解
And filled with pride as I let go
為什麼有人明明與我共享血緣
Of bitterness that wouldn鈥檛leave or let me grow
卻不肯向我伸出援手

我應該道歉嗎？
but I will spend a lifetime
我應該嗎？
Trying to understand
我應該嗎？
Why someone sharing my bloodline
我應該嗎？
Would not lend me their hand
應該嗎？

我愛她勝過愛自己
Am I supposed to apologize
但是她逼迫我
Am I supposed to apologize
在她和我的父親之間做出選擇
Am I supposed to apologize
因此我拒絕了

我離開了她的家
Am I supposed to apologize
為此生氣了11年
Am I supposed to apologize
走了一條使我

步入人生另一個階段的崎嶇道路
I loved her more than myself
大幕拉開
But she made me choose
我的心追隨著路的方向
Between her and my father
樂曲不會停
And so I refused
而我終於可以自由地呼吸

但是我仍然要花費一生的時間
I fled her house and wrath
努力去理解
Eleven years of age
為什麼有人明明與我共享血緣
Followed the crooked path
卻不肯向我伸出援手
That led me to a stage
我應該道歉嗎？

我應該嗎？
The curtains opened up
我應該嗎？
My heart followed the lead
應該嗎？
The music wouldn鈥檛stop
And I could finally breathe

But I will spend a lifetime
Trying to understand
Why someone sharing my bloodline
Would not lend me their hand

Am I supposed to apologize
Am I supposed to apologize
Am I supposed to apologize
Am I supposed to apologize