Anti Hero

I keep my blinders on tonight, wont know where were goin, where were goin
今夜我一直戴著眼罩不知我們將去向何方
The way her cold hands felt in mine reminds me Im still broken, rips me open
她的手冰冷的觸感不斷警示著我將我的心撕開
She died before we made it to the hospital; I held my mothers body as she cried
我們還沒趕到醫院她就已經離開我抱著我媽媽任由她哭泣
And all my life she felt so tall and powerful, but now I was the rock which she relied
曾經她是那麼高大而神奇而如今我也成了她的靠山

經歷了這突如其來的一切想當初我荒謬地認為我們還有時間是多麼可笑
After all this time, what a fool I was to think we still had time, when he still had time
想當初我荒謬地認為我們還有時間是多麼可笑但回首看去時間依舊存在
In all my life, what a fool I was to think we still had time, but we still have time, theres still time
我只是一個孩子啊她對我的愛就像海洋般浩瀚海洋般浩瀚

黑暗而又深不見底冰冷卻又涓流不息我已經木然
I was just a child, her love was like the ocean, like the ocean
曾以為我們沒有忽視彼此但如今看到這一切你已經無法回到過去彌補自己的過失
Dark and infinite , cold but ever flowin, still Im frozen
無人安慰我我到底是誰？ 我想多年過後我們都會明白
Ignorance has always been a luxury, but you cant go back to blindness now with all youve seen
經歷了這突如其來的一切想當初我荒謬地認為我們還有時間是多麼可笑
And who am I without a man to comfort me? I guess after all these years, perhaps well finally see
想當初我荒謬地認為我們還有時間是多麼可笑但回首看去時間依舊存在

所以請你不要哭泣不要為我流淚
In all this time, what a fool I was to think we still had time, when he still had time
我不是這段故事中的反英雄啊
In all my life, what a fool I was to think we still had time, but theres still time
身處崩潰邊緣我也只能強顏歡笑

竭力成為那個我夢想成為的人
So don't you cry, don't you cry, not for me
所以請你不要哭泣不要為我流淚
I aint the Anti-Hero of this story
就讓我說出這善意的謊言不要將它揭穿
I force a smile cause Im that kind of sleaze
曾經的我也是個有夢的男孩啊
Just a ghost of a man who I wanted to be
而現在我已經有瞭如此成就我想我會開始明白
So dont you cry, don't you cry, not for me
所以請你不要哭泣不要為我流淚
Just let me lie, closed blinds though the morning
我只是一個醉意微醺的男孩
Upon a time, was a boy with a dream
我不會說謊我只是太害怕面對自己的弱點
Now Im so * ***** high, I think Im starting to see
但我依舊與黑暗共舞任憑其將我包圍
So dont you cry, don't you cry, not for me
所以請你不要哭泣不要為我流淚
Im just a boy who had too much to drink
我已失去了一切再也別無所求
No, I wont die, Im too scared, Im too weak
我身處自己鑄造的囚籠地獄無法逃脫
Still I flirt with that darkness, closing in on me
而現在我已經有瞭如此成就我想我會開始明白
So dont you cry, don't you cry, not for me
我想我終會發現
I lost it all, there aint nothing to see
我想我終會理解
Im in a hell I made special for me
我想我會開始明白
Now Im so high, I think Im starting to see
I think I'm starting to see
I think I'm starting to see , hm
I think I'm starting to see