Darkness

I dont wanna be alone, I dont wanna be
我不喜歡孤獨我不想這樣
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness
我不想在黑暗裡孑然一身
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness
我不想在黑暗裡踽踽獨行
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
我不想再獨自呆在黑夜裡了
Here I am, alone again
我在這又是一個人
Cant get out of this hole Im in
走不出我待的這洞去見見陽光
Its like the walls are closin in
就好像是牆在慢慢逼近
You cant help me, no one can
你幫不了我也沒人可以
I can feel these curtains closin
我感到窗簾拉下來了
I go to open em
我去打開他們
But something pulls em closed again
但總有東西再次拉下了他們
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
（哈囉黑暗我的老朋友）
Feels like Im loathing in Las Vegas
感覺就像我在LasVegas一樣讓人討厭
Havent got the vaguest, why Im so lost?
還不確定為什麼我就那麼恍惚
But Id make you this small wager
但我想跟你打個小賭注
If I bet you, Ill be in tomorrows paper
如果我跟你打賭明天的報紙上會有我
Who would the odds favor?
誰的勝算更大
Im so much like my father
我和我父親太像了
You would think that I knew him
你應該覺得我了解他
I keep pacin this room valium
我一直在房間裡一直嗑藥
Then chase it with booze
再抓住機會喝酒
One little taste itll do
小酌就夠了
Maybe Ill take and snooze
也許我弄完了該去小睡一會兒
Then tear up the stage in a few
再過一會兒就把舞台掀了
**** the Colt 45, Ima need somethin stronger
特麼的Colt 45 我要一些更猛烈的
If I pop any caps, it better be off of vodka
如果我要打開瓶蓋兒最好是vodka
Rounder after round after round
一杯又一杯又又一杯
Im gettin loaded
感覺我喝不了了
Thats a lot of shots, huh?
那是很多杯（槍）了是吧昂
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness
我不想在黑暗裡獨處了
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
在再也不想孤身一人待在黑暗裡了
Now Im starin at the room service menu off a Benzo
現在我在盯著送餐服務菜單上的Benzo
I can hear the music continue to crescendo
我能聽到音樂在越來越強烈
I can see the whole ****in venue from my window
我能從窗戶看到整個舞台
Thats when you know youre schizo
這時你才知道你是精神分裂
Cause I keep peakin out the curtain from the hotel
因為我總是從酒店的窗簾探出頭
The music is so loud, but its almost as though
這音樂聲兒太大了幾乎開滿了
I dont hear no sound, I should get ready for the show now
我聽不見任何聲音我現在要準備演出了
Wait is this the whole crowd? I thought this shit was sold out
等等這就是所有人嗎？我以為票都賣光了
But its only the opening act, its early, dont overreact
但這只是開場很早還別表現得過於激動
Then something told me relax and just hope for the show to be packed
有個念頭提醒我要保持輕鬆希望這場演出能爆滿
Dont wanna hit the stage before they fill each row to the max
在人沒坐滿前我才不要進入舞台
Cause thatd be totally wacked
因為這樣很怪誕
You cant murder a show nobodys at, but what if nobody shows?
你不能扼殺一場沒有觀眾的演出但如果沒人出現呢
Panic mode bout to snap and go mother****in wacko at any second
恐慌模式隨時可能到來可能有炸彈爆炸
Bout to cancel the show, just as fans below rush the entrance
正準備取消演出的時候下麵粉絲衝進來了
Plan is a go to wreck shit, cameras in all directions
本來想要搞砸一切但到處都在錄像
The press is about to go ape shit bananas on all the networks
全網的媒體都特麼要瘋掉了
Commando with extra clips, I got ammo for all the hecklers
特種兵有額外彈片我給所有問題多的人準備了子彈
Im armed to the teeth, another valium
我全副武裝再嗑一點藥
Fall off the bed, hit the ground and crawl to the dresser
從床上摔下來摔倒在地再爬向梳妝台
Alcohol on my breath as I reach for the scope
當我拿著望遠鏡（漱口水）時呼吸裡有酒精
Im blackin out, Im all out of meds with them benzodiazepines gone
我暈厥過去藥嗑完了benzodiazepines沒有了
Now its just magazines sprawled out on the floor
現在只有雜誌攤在地板上
**** the media, Im goin all out, this is war
去特麼的媒體這戰爭我要豁出去了
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
（哈嘍黑暗我的老朋友）
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness
我不想獨自處在黑暗裡
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
我再也不想在黑暗裡踽踽獨行了
People start to show up, time to start the show up
人們陸續出現次數也變多了
Its 10:05 PM and the curtain starts to go up
現在是下午10：05 窗簾拉上去了
And Im already sweatin but Im locked and loaded
我已經冒汗了我準備好了
For rapid fire spittin for all the concert goers
像所有觀眾迅速噴火
Scopes for sniper vision, surprise from out of nowhere
瞄準鏡瞄準狙擊目標驚喜突然從某個地方出現
As I slide the clip in from inside the hotel
當我在酒店裡換彈夾時
Leanin out the window, going Kaiser Sosay
從窗戶探出頭像Kaiser Sosay
Finger on the trigger but Im a licensed owner
手指扣在扳機上但我是有證的
With no prior convictions, so loss the skys the limit so
沒前科因此任何損失都不能有所以
My supplies infinite, strapped like Im a solider
我有很多補給像士兵一樣
Got em hopping over walls and climbing fences
讓他們跳牆爬柵欄
Some of them John Travolta, staying alive by inches
一些是John Travolta的苟活著
Cops are knockin, oh, ****, thought I blocked the entrance
警察破門而入歐淦覺得我擋住了入口
Guess show time is over no suicide note
看來表演結束後沒有絕筆了
Just a note for target distance
只注意一下離目標的距離
But if youd like to know the reason why I did this
若你想知道我為何這麼做
Youll never find a motive, truth is I have no idea
你永遠找不到動機連我自己都不知道真相
I am just as stumped, no signs of mental illness
我也很為難沒有精神病的表現
Just tryin to show ya the reason why were so ****ed
我只是想告訴你們我為什麼這么生氣
Cause by the time its over, wont make the slightest difference
因為就算一切都結束了也沒一絲毫不一樣
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
（哈嘍黑暗我的老朋友）
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness
我不想獨自待在黑暗裡了
I dont wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
我再也不想在黑暗裡孑然一身了