I Lost a Friend

I lost a friend
我錯失舊友
Like keys in a sofa
時若藏在沙發難以尋得的鑰匙
Like a wallet in the backseat
時若遺失後座找不到的錢包
Like ice in the summer heat
時若炎夏中易融之冰
I lost a friend
我錯失舊友
Like sleep on a redeye
好似就這麼險而入睡
Like money on a bad bet
好似賭博輸掉的錢財
Like time worrying about every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
好似杞人憂天自我恐嚇
I know I 'll be alright
我相信自己會安然無恙
But not tonight
但今晚卻有所不同
I'll be lying awake counting every mistake I've made replaying fights
我將醒眼躺下反思曾犯下的過錯總是重蹈覆轍
I know I'll be alright
我相信自己會安然無恙
But I'm not tonight
但今晚卻有所不同
I lost a friend
我錯失舊友
I lost a friend
我錯失舊友
I lost my mind
喪失心智
And nobody believes me
如今淪得無人願向
Say “I know that he don't need me,
說道“我知道他不需要我
Cuz he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad”
他都可以自己賺錢如今長成二十歲自己承擔愁苦”
And I'll be fine without em
我也會自力更生
But all I do is write about em
但還總是寫著他們的故事
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had
什麼鬼口裡說著失去朋友卻從未有過什麼朋友
Never had
只是臆想
I'm on the mend
我日漸好轉
Like I'm wearing a neck brace
就似身戴頸托
Like I'm sleeping at my own place
就似一人孤然入眠
Like I'm pulling all the stitches out of my own face
就似在不停掩蓋臉上的瘢痕
I'm on the mend
我日漸好轉
Like I'm icing a new sprain
似乎想讓痛楚掩藏
Like I'm walking on a new cane
似乎必須靠拐杖行走
Like it's been a couple days since I slipped and said something sorta like your name
似乎自我入眠夢念著關乎你的事已過去很久
I know I'll be alright
我相信自己會安然無恙
But not tonight
但今晚卻有所不同
I'll be lying awake counting every mistake I've made replaying fights
我將醒眼躺下反思曾犯下的過錯總是重蹈覆轍
I know I'll be alright
我相信自己會安然無恙
But I'm not tonight
但今晚卻有所不同
I'm on the mend
我日漸好轉
I lost a friend
我錯失舊友
I lost my mind
喪失心智
And nobody believes me
如今淪得無人願向
Say “I know that he don't need me,
說道“我知道他不需要我
Cuz he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad”
他都可以自己賺錢如今長成二十歲自己承擔愁苦”
And I'll be fine without em
我也會自力更生
But all I do is write about em
但還總是寫著他們的故事
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had
什麼鬼口裡說著失去朋友卻從未有過什麼朋友
And I'd apologize
我會為此致歉
If I thought it might
只要我信其有
Make a difference
改變的可能
Or make you listen
或可讓你聽到
I'd apologize
我會為此致歉
If it was black and white
只要這就隻黑白兩色是非清白
But life is different
但生活並非如此
Just try to listen to me now
此刻試著聆聽我的言語
I know I'll be alright
我相信自己會安然無恙
But I'm not tonight
但今晚卻有所不同
I lost a friend
我錯失舊友
I lost a friend
我錯失舊友
I lost my mind
喪失心智
And nobody believes me
如今淪得無人願向
Say “I know that he don't need me,
說道“我知道他不需要我
Cuz he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad”
他都可以自己賺錢如今長成二十歲自己承擔愁苦”
And I'll be fine without em
我也會自力更生
But all I do is write about em
但還總是寫著他們的故事
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had
什麼鬼口裡說著失去朋友卻從未有過什麼朋友
Never had
只是臆想